I lost my job.
In other news I'm going into the Doctor yet again for a more comprehensive blood test so I can know if there's absolutely anything wrong with me or even slightly messed up. I'm also going to have him diagnose me if I've been Atypically Depressed this entire time which my family believes I have been, all the symptoms describe me to a "T". It's not really that hard to believe either, you know, considering I actually wanted to die/kill myself when my life ended ten months ago.
In other other news, I'm not being creative, at all. The Novel Twins have just hit a wall like everything else I try to do. The ideas are there but the will to actually make more is just gone. Now when I shit something out it's depressive or dark cause all I feel now is sadness and hate.
In other other OTHER news, apparently my ex's entire family has given her new toy their blessings to marry her. (Her mom said I'd be a good Husband once too just so we're clear) Well this is just cause for a big hootenanny! I can't wait to not be invited to the Wedding that I won't be the Groom in. Seriously though Kristina well done getting to this next step in your life. But instead of spending the rest of your life with me, you'll see me as a life lesson. Cause apparently that's all I am. A mistake to learn from.
Now who want's more depressive ponies mutilated by spears??