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tmi: My big toe nail's gone.

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Sun Oct 19, 2014, 12:22 AM
I just spent the last several hours getting caught up on the Legend of Korra episodes I've missed. Legend of Korra being the spinoff show of The Last Airbender which was one of, if not THE biggest thing that helped build my friendship with Kristina. And then after getting all caught up, and subsequently browsing through my internet bookmarks for anything new, I decide to unhide my taskbar to see what time it was.

It was 12:17am.

Fuck you too, life.

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Sat Oct 18, 2014, 2:34 AM
2014 just needs to keep being a bitch to me to the bitter end, doesn't it.

As mentioned earlier, I had my very first car break in. It wasn't really broken into seeing as I forgot to lock it when I came home one day, but still my car, my god damned car out of the dozens on my street, was ransacked. At least they didn't go overboard and try to rip out the radio or anything else. But I didn't notice it at all until perhaps days later which pisses me the fuck off.

Relating to the car, the seasons are changing and Mikey needs new tires so he doesn't lose control one day on the Freeway and hydroplane's into a truck or tree. But guess what, like with all things this is going to cost me (and most likely my mother partially) out the god damned ass. $600 for a full set, the cheapest we found. I had to get a damn credit card through the store in order to pay them off monthly.

Relating to money, I just got paid. No, I'm not god damn rich. Twenty two hours. I didn't even get enough for one single car payment. I'm Part Time so I'm only allowed twenty five hour weeks but right now I'm only doing fifteen. And this job isn't even entry level. But isn't it great knowing that breaking your back and hobbling on severely painful feet still won't pay the bills on it's own? Either I find a way to break my back more of the time, or I find a second job. I just find it fucking hilarious how getting my job back hasn't solved any problems but easily made a few more.

Socially I'm still alone, wow, shocker. Nobody gives a shit about me still.

Medically I'm just FULL of "good news". I have stage one Hypertension. My blood pressure is worryingly high and this can lead to Heart Disease, Heart Failure, Stroke, Aneurism, ect. I'm still medically obese. Coming in at a whopping 325lbs I can disgust any girl away by just being close enough to be noticed. Also this compounds the Heart Disease, Stroke shit, not to mention welcomes the family friend, Diabetes. Don't tell me to lose weight. If those words actually worked I'd be a god damned stick already. And to top things off, I'm getting my left big toe nail removed very soon, isn't that neat?

Oh, yeah on a side note about money, I REALLY hope Southwest airlines appreciates the $300 in travel funds that were forfeited late last month because I never spent them. Travel funds that were intended on helping me try and salvage my relationship last year in December, but, she just couldn't wait to move onto man #2, so the money went unused. And now it's gone. Cause where the fuck else would I have gone.

And on top of everything else? I'm sad. I'm so, god damned mother fucking sad, and I've been so sad for so long, and there's no one that actually wants to be next to me and listen to every single thing that's festering inside. All I have is my mother and any single word that comes out when I feel like I need to speak just pisses her off, so I have to shut the Hell up, and bottle it. I've bottled so much fucking shit that eventually I feel it's going to explode in a very violent fashion one day that may or may not get me in a fuckton of trouble. But I have no choice. No one wants to listen, no one wants to be here for me so it's just gonna keep piling up and getting bigger and eating away at me until I fucking SNAP. And I'm scared of that day.

Happy one year by the way, toots. I'm doing just great.

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Sun Oct 12, 2014, 5:43 PM
My god damned car was broken into this weekend. Fortunately I don't keep anything worth anything in there for the little fuckers to take. My only loss is spare change I keep in a space between the seats. Still I'm not one to really profile people, but there just so happens to be a gang of Hispanic kids that roam the neighborhood.

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nightwolf37 Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2014
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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Aang10 Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
why did you delete your kataang fanfic?
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Oh those. I went through some things that made me make rash decisions for this account, until eventually I decided I wanted to make a fresh start with my gallery.
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Aang10 Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
ah I see.
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bodymindandspirit Featured By Owner May 13, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
thanks for the fav!!!!!!! click here to see more bodymindandspirit.deviantart.c…
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner May 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
No problem it was a really nice drawing. :)
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ZidaneMina Featured By Owner May 4, 2014
Again, thanks for your support man!. If you need anything DO LET ME KNOW :)
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ZidaneMina Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014
Yo man, thanks for the fav!. And for the comment at the flame fire hot comunist pony of mine!
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
No problem, was happy to.
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TheRockinStallion Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey, man! This is Rockout (thought currently stuck as Rockette) from EqF! I'm diggin' your gallery!
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hey, nice to hear from you here. I'm glad you like it, I'll make sure to look yours over as well.
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TheRockinStallion Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanx 4 returning the watch!
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Tessa-G Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
How old r u... ok personal question.. just wondering. U dont have 2 reply ^^
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Me personally? It's on my dA profile next to my username so I guess you mean my character?
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Tessa-G Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
really? well how old's ur character, then?
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I haven't really decided on an exact age. I label him as a Stallion, so at least young adult because of that and since he works as a Guard.
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
happy 43,000 view milestone to me.
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Calates Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
happy 42,000 pageview milestone to me.
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Shockwave9001 Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! 
Glad you're interested in my work!
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome. Looking forward to any Semi-automatic rifles you make in the future.
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Shockwave9001 Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Only the semi-autos? ;-)
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
They're a personal favorite though I've been really enjoying your Assault Rifles and those Bullpup carbines.
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