Things are getting worse.
I don't earn nearly enough to cover the bills. Because of winter our electricity bills have skyrocketed. My mother is taking out loans left and right just to buy food at the store, yet she still won't stop buying her alcohol and cigarettes which are the worst drains on money. I'm having chest pains on my heart. Another family member just died.
This entire year. This entire GOD DAMNED FUCKING YEAR. EVERYTHING is WRONG. LIFE is WRONG. There is no good AT ALL anymore and shit just seems to WANT to get worse. And if her motherfucking family had their way back in February I'd be in JAIL right now still. Oh yes this is ALL just sunshine and fucking daisies right now. At least I have Thanksgiving to look forward to...oh wait we won't be doing anything for that. Well at least I'll have Christmas then...oh wait we won't be doing anything for that either. Then surely my birthday this coming February...ohhhhh wait, no one gives a fucking shit about my birthday. Well fuck it. Merry fucking Christmas you god damned piece of shit world.