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i guess it's time for an update

Sun Sep 28, 2014, 2:39 AM
I don't know what to believe anymore. I have over 130 watchers. dA stats tell me I get anywhere from 20-40 pageviews a day. My visitor's box only shows one to three people visiting a day. But I have nowhere else to be heard by anyone, so I continue to speak in these journals since I have no friends to talk to or even anyone actually wondering about me at all. But, regardless, here's a journal.

I was hired by Volt Workforce Solutions as a Part Time Contractor for a job at REI's Distribution center here in Sumner, WA. The place my brother works. I worked not even a total of seven days. I suffered debilitating foot and leg pain and could not keep up with the hours demanded. After several days over two weeks, they told me they "Considered my Assignment completed." A fancy way of saying don't come back. Shortly after, I developed a blister underneath the nail of my left foot's big toe, detaching the nail and narrowly avoided infection. I've had to drain the bastard every day for the last couple weeks, and now keep the nail tied down so I don't risk ripping the entire thing off while it grows itself back. At the same time, I developed a Hematoma under my right foot's big toe nail. It is now a very nice shade of black. Thank you, REI.

Good news for a change. I managed to get my old job at Lowe's back. My old HR Manager offered me the position at a slightly higher pay than a year ago. .26 cents more to be exact. I'll be going back to exactly what I was doing before Kristina left me and my life went to shit. Fifteen to twenty five hours a week unloading freight off a truck at night, and other things. At least it's something I know and it's a steady paycheck. Which leads me to the other problems.

Money. Because of what happened one year ago, my mother has been forced to pay for my bills. And I've seen her account details. At the end of the month we have literally nothing. Our plan to sell the house to get money? We can't sell the house. Our roof has a mold infestation. A Realtor doesn't want to sell a house that has a problem like that. We can't pay for a new roof, so we thought about getting a loan to pay for the roof, and then when the house sells we'll pay it off. We can't get a loan because my mother's name isn't on the house, it's my deceased grandparent's. No loan, no money, no roof, no house selling, no money. We're stuck.

Personally? My life is nothing but my god damned desk. I have no friends. No one wants to bother, so I continue to be completely alone. My doctor told me I show signs of Hypertension in my blood pressure, and every night never fails. I lay down, I look across my room and I stare at the drawings I have framed. The drawings of me and the one I used to know. I remember all the great memories I had and remind myself I'll never have them back. I'm reminded every night that I'm alone and unwanted and will never be happy again. So long story short, the world hate's me and I hate the world.

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ScotchNvl
Michael V. Moen
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Alias: Scotch Novel

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:iconnightwolf37:
nightwolf37 Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2014
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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Aang10 Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
why did you delete your kataang fanfic?
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Oh those. I went through some things that made me make rash decisions for this account, until eventually I decided I wanted to make a fresh start with my gallery.
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Aang10 Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
ah I see.
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bodymindandspirit Featured By Owner May 13, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
thanks for the fav!!!!!!! click here to see more bodymindandspirit.deviantart.c…
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner May 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
No problem it was a really nice drawing. :)
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ZidaneMina Featured By Owner May 4, 2014
Again, thanks for your support man!. If you need anything DO LET ME KNOW :)
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ZidaneMina Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014
Yo man, thanks for the fav!. And for the comment at the flame fire hot comunist pony of mine!
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
No problem, was happy to.
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TheRockinStallion Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey, man! This is Rockout (thought currently stuck as Rockette) from EqF! I'm diggin' your gallery!
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hey, nice to hear from you here. I'm glad you like it, I'll make sure to look yours over as well.
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TheRockinStallion Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanx 4 returning the watch!
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Tessa-G Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
How old r u... ok personal question.. just wondering. U dont have 2 reply ^^
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Me personally? It's on my dA profile next to my username so I guess you mean my character?
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Tessa-G Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
really? well how old's ur character, then?
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I haven't really decided on an exact age. I label him as a Stallion, so at least young adult because of that and since he works as a Guard.
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
happy 43,000 view milestone to me.
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Calates Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
happy 42,000 pageview milestone to me.
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Shockwave9001 Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! 
Glad you're interested in my work!
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome. Looking forward to any Semi-automatic rifles you make in the future.
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Shockwave9001 Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Only the semi-autos? ;-)
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ScotchNvl Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
They're a personal favorite though I've been really enjoying your Assault Rifles and those Bullpup carbines.
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